i'll Never be Nobody's Wife

Too many mistakes done in recent day: smoking forbidden stuff, drinking too much and almost every, lust under no control... and no sunshine, except flowers on my birthday! I was too tender, too polite, kind, i have to be a bitch, living according to my rules more strictly and no openning the doors for strangers in hope of finding ur prince. What is my way and why should i care more than anybody just because i am born to be open - hearted, sympathetic and sincere?
Irreplaceable. And i don't like sharing my bed with smb, prepare the breakfast for him or even have querrels all the time and then feel the worst inside? Never Again!